Saturday, July 12, 2008
#28: Pride, Prejudice and PRESSURE.
Today was a weird day. Woke up feeling rather lethargic from all the decision making yesterday (my first thought in the morning was "WHAT THE THE HELL HAVE I DONE") and was pretty much jaded the whole day.
So I decided to accept the offer to get transferred to the first team AND decided to pull out of Oteam interviews. Don't quite know how I'm supposed to be feeling about both of it anyway. But the decisions have been made, and they cannot be changed, and I'll definitely do my best to maximise satisfaction (because I am a rational person).
Cts have come and gone, and now I'm suffering the backlash from my procrastination during the holidays - the results. Needless to say, I'm not very happy about it but I'll make a comeback during promos.
Training today was rather dismal, for I was throwing as if I didn't know what a frisbee was. Frowned so hard that I'm pretty sure I'll need Botox to deaden those frown lines in the future. Good mood resumed only after running 1.6 km around the track despite hating running. Leeqi and I pwned all the guys today, who were either cramping or cycling around the track (cat). Though we're pretty sure that by next training whatever enthusiasm for running will be languished.
Spent the rest of the day playing Wii at Leeqi's house. I completely owned Zhangkai and Leeqi at tennis, but bowling.. Let's just say I'm working on it. And I am a guitar hero! Leeqi will attest to that for I tortured their ears by repeating the same song numerous times in a bid to complete the stage, which I eventually did and Leeqi is jealous :) Though I am not quite good at Mortal Kombat. I attribute it to my peaceful nature.
--> I am a Wii-ner!
the weight of the things that remain unspoken !@#$ 9:46 PM